another milestone

hello

2011-04-16T09:24:00.000-07:00

17/4/2011

Well my last post was like thousand years ago. grrr.. study week again. and exam is right around the corner with me, unprepared at ALL. anyway, kx is coming back next week! hahaha..

nothing much. life is busy. and busy is good i guess. there are just too many things that i wanted to do. hopefully i can do what i wanted to do before everyone leaves again. T_T

2010-12-15T08:00:00.000-08:00

酒醉也有三分醒

曾经
心动的感觉
早已荡然无存
一直

一直
在寻找那久违的感觉
寻寻觅觅

直到最近
那感觉又回来了
可是却是不一样的心动
两者之间的差别
我想我很清楚

我更为喜欢现有的感觉
因为它完完全全在我的掌控之中

终于
我可以成为情绪的主人了！

confuse

2010-09-24T08:40:00.000-07:00

Confusion is striking me. AGAIN!

I'm lost. I don't know what to do. ASCI tele-marketing, LawNite follow-up call, contract test next week. Everyone putting pressure on you. At the same time, you are pushing yourself to some extent as well.

Tell me how's campus life is like?

They said : You gonna enjoy throughout your 4 years! You will be enjoying all those activities FOR SURE! You blah blah blah blah....

I see no end of this hectic life. And the frustrating childish manner from a guy who was once a close friend to many of us..

I see no way to spit it out. Especially when everyone is in any corner but Malaysia.

*Sigh*

.....

2010-09-03T07:53:00.000-07:00

who can i talk to? i have lots of friends. but to who i can share this to? i have no idea..

AT ALL..

i dont like the feeling. to like and hate a same person at the same time.

ISSHH!

2010-08-28T09:04:00.000-07:00

ASSIGNMENTS & PRESENTATIONS ARE DRIVING ME CRAZYYY!!!

gathering

2010-08-21T10:17:00.000-07:00

21-8-2010

We had our so called '5S1 gathering' but only 10 of them turned up at last. ><
Luckily we managed to enjoy ourselves during the gathering. I was really glad to have KG n JS joined us after that. And thanks Shin Yi for making an effort to come although she had to leave earlier! ♥ ♥

Met Pearly. SkinnY! BUT she changed. Everyone did. In a good way though.

Everyone was chatting after that.

Sometimes, there are things that I don't want to share it. I wouldn't feel like commenting as well. I think this might explain why I wasn't actively participating in the chatting session. We observe and we think. But it isn't neccessary for me to comment. I will speak when I think there's a need to. And.. Yeah. The topics weren't suit me.

PEOPLE

2010-08-14T21:35:00.000-07:00

14-8-2010
I had my first donation drive in my life. And this donation drive had given me a new perception of life and most importantly HUMAN!

We, 5 of us went to pasar pagi Serdang. A kinda busy one indeed. I was pretty confident at first when I saw the flow there. I thought it shouldn't be big problem for me to get donation of RM 180. For I believed that Chinese will definitely help us to raise the fund.

Sadly, it wasn't the case. THEY, treated us like we dont deserve any RESPECT. We are not salesperson. We asking for donation to run our project. We didnt ask you to donate us like RM100 or whatsoever. DONATION means donate how much you want. We didnt force you. It's on your freewill. Tear your mask down people!

I learnt to judge those in the pasar. Save your saliva if you are thinking to approach those aunties with nice curly hair(some weren't nice at all) and in nice clothes. Simply because that's the way they disguise themselves. They are the bunch that wont stop and listen to you. In fact, some will just stare at you and walked away after that. There were also excuses like : I'm in a hurry where you can still see her walking passed you in another 15 min.

I dont see the reason why they can't just stop and listen to us. We were wearing our project t-shirt, with our student card and everything.

HOWEVER, at the end of the donation drive, I met nice people as well. There are some that gave me encouragement like : Jia you, get more donation from others. There's a guy who said that he didn't have small change. BUT he still donated RM 10 for me. Simply because he thinks that he, as a Chinese should support our project because it's one of the ways for the culture to live.

So, if you still think that Chinese will help each other. Please, it's time for you to change your mind. The world is different. Somehow, I learnt something new. I think that's the most important of all.

lucky

2010-08-13T11:18:00.000-07:00

13-8-2010

Our first gathering for zokhrism society. Guys, you all might not understand what I'm saying here. BUT i'm really fortunate enough to meet this bunch crazy but brainy fella in UM. And the founder of this society, Zokhri is an incredible guy.

We had our dinner at Midvalley. Korean food. Was nice but ahem..*not cheap*
Went for movie after that. We watched Takeen. The movie was ok. It's just that some of the scenes were too bloody.

Heard that we'll be having our next meeting very soon right? Pei Chin, are you arranging it already? Pls Pls Pls dont make it on 27/8 that weekend k? Cuz I'll be having test that time. And KX will not be around as well.

Hope to see you guys soon.. =]

Lots of loveeeee!

RESULTS!!

2010-08-12T11:17:00.000-07:00

12-8-2010 shall be a memorable day.

CONGRATULATION n CELEBRATION

Eng Wee, Mei Ching, Cheau Yin , Loon Han. You guys are superb. So proud of you guys. To Pei Chin, cheer up k? and work harder for A2. It's always never too late.

Speaking of result, kx will be taking off in 2 weeks time. Then mc turn one month later? Lastly will be ew. Everyone is leaving. Cheau Yin going to Singapore end of the year as well. Not that we are not going to see each other but how often can we meet up? FB? After all it's just a tool of communication. No matter how advance technology can be, I still prefer meeting up face-to-face. A big warm hug will melt the icy fence that been built when 2 ppl are apart.

Guys! Good luck in everything. I don't know if I get to make it to airport for the departure of my very intimate friends. BUT i PROMISE that I'll try my best to be there. Simply because the next time we gonna meet again is never known.

Keep Fighting! Let the fire burns !!!

post#

2010-08-08T04:22:00.000-07:00

my roommie asked me a question the other night.

俏颖，你有没有喜欢的人？

[with no hestitation]

没有啦！

is this a good thing? hmmm..

yes in a way!

no in another way as well @@

minggu haluansiswa

2010-07-10T08:41:00.000-07:00

back at home after one week of college's orientation. it was tiring BUT fun thorugh out the one whole week. wasn't used to the torturing MAX of 4 sleeping hours but getting use to it later. met new friends there of course. kinda fun and crazy type. doing all those cheers was very very semangat. was too into it until my legs bruise. ><

having faculty's orientation next week from monday to sunday. it's gonna be tough, they say. survive the one week, success are just few steps ahead. so, i gonna be S.T.R.O.N.G. TO those pharmacy and dentistry students, all the best and jia you!!
(chayok chayok astar,, chayok chayok astar)

must complain a bit here. the rooom!! oh gosh! such a small room and they want to fit 3 person in. and the room is so crowded that there is barely any space to move. argggg!! toilet-small small n small! i'm not really sure why is tis so. but the toilet makes me wonder if i don't know how to use the shower. cuz practically my clothes get wet all the time. * i miss matrik a looootttt!! *
they have only one place for us to wash our clothes. and not to mention where we gonna hang our clothes. matrik is soooo farr mucchhhh bettter than uni.
BUT i believe i will get use to it sooonnn.. and i HAVE to.

chayok chayok chiao ying! chayok chayok chayok chiao ying!

2010-07-03T02:07:00.000-07:00

tomorrow is finally here!

new life? maybe

new friends? definitely

new challenges? no doubt

just keep my fingers cross and luck will be with me!

GAMBATEH!! (this sounds so like mc)

2010-07-01T07:00:00.000-07:00

COUNTDOWN!!

4 DAYS!!

2010-06-30T07:13:00.000-07:00

a visit back to school. met teachers who had never met for nearly 2 years. chatting with teachers really cheer me up. getting inspiration from all those talks. although it's just short chat, but the warmth can be felt.

pn alanna, a teacher who wins respect from all her students.
quote 1 : no rush. most will regret for involving in a relationship too early.

this quote kinda refresh my mind. thank you teacher ^^

2010-06-26T01:33:00.001-07:00

u came out in my dream again last night. it wasn't a good dream though. one more week. and i hope i get good nights since.

escape

2010-06-24T06:51:00.001-07:00

thanks to my bro. if not i could be dead in the fire today morning. my mum was cooking in the morning for some praying thingy then she just forgot to switch off the gas. luckily my bro went to the kitchen to drink water this morning. if not.. the fire might cause the gas tank beside to explode. and....

it was a relief. basically my bro has saved the lives of 7! thanks god!

who i am?

2010-06-24T03:51:00.000-07:00

you don't know who i am. i hope you can understand me. YOU. ya. YOU.
i thought i can let go. i really think so. one year back. when i was in matriculation, i felt relieved. because i thought i can move on. few months back, i felt the pain again. until i heard the song sang by rose. it really touched my heart.

I can tell by your eyes that youve probbly been cryin forever,
And the stars in the sky don't mean nothin to you, they're a mirror.
I don't want to talk about it, how you broke my heart.
If I stay here just a little bit longer,
If I stay here, wont you listen to my heart, whoa, heart?

If I stand all alone, will the shadow hide the color of my heart;
Blue for the tears, black for the nights fears.
The star in the sky don't mean nothin to you, they're a mirror.
I don't want to talk about it, how you broke my heart.
If I stay here just a little bit longer,
If I stay here, wont you listen to my heart, whoa, heart?
I don't want to talk about it, how you broke this ol heart.

If I stay here just a little bit longer,
If I stay here, wont you listen to my heart, whoa, heart?
My heart, whoa, heart.

2010-06-23T20:09:00.000-07:00

you came out in my dream again. how i wish there is 'dream come true' moment. i guess this is why we kept saying 日有所思，夜有所梦。

pls pls pls..

2010-06-21T02:31:00.000-07:00

my blog is dying. i have to put some efforts to make my blog alive AGAIN! gx organizing movie outing this weekend. but i have dated my cousins earlier. and... tis wednesday.

(AGAIN)

i don't want to trouble my friends. hopefully can come out with a better plan. is always timing and transport. damn! hope to add toy story 3 and karate kid into my movie collections by this week. guess i can do so. arggg.. feel like watching sex and the city 2. haha. i guess i should watch tis show with ch. heik heik.

UNI UNI UNI.. monkeys monkeys monkeys. oh ya.. i want to go sg lembing again. any weekend. but rooms already fully booked. kinda pity. i miss aunty's burger already. oh oh...

2010-06-20T19:11:00.000-07:00

was sigh-ing all night long. Sigh -- because there are feelings that i dont get to express it in a proper way. how to express it? i wish i can just say it out. BUT.. no, i CAN'T! so..

times passed by. i really appreciate i have a friend like you. though we dont see each other often. though we dont text so frequent like we used to. but.. i really glad that u're still by my side. supporting me. not by words,not by actions. sometimes silence is the best way of supporting me. i gonna miss you badly.

uni starts soon. hopefully by that time i get things to distract my attention and keep my brain busy with useful stuffs. >.<
pray for the best..

finally

2010-06-07T04:43:00.000-07:00

7-6-10 (Monday)

Finally decided to blog again. Actually what prompted me to blog the most should be those sleepless nights. I struggled hard to fall asleep. Brain keep thinking. If you ask me what am I thinking. Sorry, I dont know what I was thinking too. It just... Can't stop functioning. And until then I realized sleep is the best thing ever. ><

I know it might sounds ironic but still. I think I can figure out things that were, are and will be bothering me. I pray that I would get to sleep tonight. Without lying for 4 hours and ended up with both eyes wide open. ( Sigh) I also pray that I get to sort out everything soon enough. Really.

.....

2010-02-13T22:23:00.001-08:00

when people said nothing gonna change, they actually mean that things will absolutely change.
singles or couple.. the differences are there.
believe me or not.. that's the fact

CNY

2010-02-13T22:20:00.000-08:00

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR

HAPPY VALENTINE'S DAY

TO ALL SINGLES:

IT'S SINGLES AWARENESS DAY!! WISH ALL OF YOU GET TO FIND A BF/GF SOONER!!

GOOD LUCK YOR!!!

hoLidAyS

2010-01-13T21:29:00.000-08:00

I knw I suppose to enjoy my rare holidays but.... PPS and Facebook is what I did for the past few days le...*sigh*
Just so lazy to do so many things le...I suppose this is how we enjoy our holiday le..~hehe~

Everything changed....
That's my conclusion.....
Lol
-.-

perspective

2009-12-30T05:46:00.001-08:00

If you are given this situation--

You want to borrow something from your friend but this friend of you kind of reluctant to do so... So they turn you down in not so straight way like hmmm--I forget to bring @ I need to use(in fact they dont) etc

Most of us, when we find out the ugly truth after that we might think that why don't they just say they dont want to borrow me!

BUT!

If they turn you down straight by saying that I dont feel like lending it to you then we'll say: walao, why cant this person says it in another way so that they wont hurt others feelings..

That's what life is and there are alot of similar cases. People looks thing from different perspective and not every one of us can go to the same conclusion, even if we're best friend. So, we have to tolerate with the others and... Friendship that we have built up for the past 5 years should be strong enough to withstand any conflicts.

I have faith in everyone of us. Can our friendship still be as how it was last time? I dont know. But time will prove everything.

~God bless us~

--

2009-12-30T05:38:00.000-08:00

30-12-2009 ( Wednesday)

After 2 days war with my mountains of quiz and finally it's over! I dont know how's the results but what I have to do is to focus for the upcoming UPS le.. Sigh..
I promised to blog few days ago but apparently the super slow connection has something wrong and I am actually blogging using my friend's broadband..

THANKS MAXIS BROADBAND!!

I dont know how to say this but I realise I just have something to one of my friends. Hmmm... I might not know what I saying here and how I feel actually. It's just that I know the way I feel is not correct and I should stop imagining whatever that are still in my brain. Sigh.....

This friend of mine, if you're observant enough... You will know who I saying. But he isn't the right person. Lol.. And as I said, I'm looking and searching for the fading feel.. There are so many things missing and I'm trying hard to find them back. Oh...

I read something really meaningful just now. But it's in mandarin. So I'll type it out if I have the chance to do so. For now, that's all.. I need to get back to my homework.

OH.. I just missed the gathering today at Sunway Pyramid!

bored

2009-12-11T05:55:00.000-08:00

want to find someone to go movie with me but everyone turn out to be busy.

sigh...wrong timing le.. i think i'll be watching movie alone le. gosh!! never mind.. first time i'll be watching movie alone. ha.. good thing.. something new that i never tried before.

it's call NEW EXPERIENCE! ahahah....

acknowledgement

2009-12-11T01:04:00.001-08:00

11-12-2009 ( Friday)

Phew.. Just reached home straight away blogging le. haha

Feel better now. Passing throught that period.

Seriously have to thank this friend who has listened to me grumbling but had totally no idea what I saying also. Anyway, MC... thanks for your message.

I guess I'll get used to it..

KX--I saw my souvenir le. I love that key chain.. But not that shirt. Ha.. Anyway, thanks.

See you guys soon.. How soon it can be? I've no idea. Probably have to wait until CNY d..

confused

2009-12-09T14:55:00.000-08:00

9-12-2009 (Wednesday)

I feel like crying.but no tears coming out.
I feel scared.but i don't know what exactly scaring me.
I don't know what to do.
I wish there is someone for me to talk to.but there is no one.
I know I have to face this alone.
I hope this will be only a short period.let's call it a getting-used-to-it period.
Going home this weekend but mother going for a trip on Saturday.not much time to talk to me.
I still have to apply for uni thingy this weekend.
I just need something to distract me right now..

oh.... Please teach me what should I do..

Home sweet home

2009-11-26T06:07:00.000-08:00

26-11-2009 ( Thursday)

Thanks to Hari Raya Haji then we can enjoy moment away from 'jail' for extra one day. Finally back at home around 10pm after dinner and everything. Reached KL Sentral around 7.. Luckily we didn't get trap in traffic jam..

Oh ya... Good news to share! Got my result for first semester yesterday.. Haha.. Satisfy with my result le.. I don't know what friends gonna to do if I say I am not satisfied. Lol.. I mean all of us get 4.0... Everyone definitely happy about it. Just... Luck is with us..!!

So here we go, semester 2! So keep fighting, friends! Bright future is ahead of us!

Countdown--3 days

2009-11-22T21:06:00.000-08:00

Oh no!!

Result coming out on Wednesday (25-11-2009 )

Bless me.... Amituofo

Post 1

2009-11-22T20:58:00.000-08:00

23-11-2009 ( Monday )

Drafted this post in my hp night before. Suddenly in the mood of blogging so just draft it before the feeling gone. Here I go..

I always have this ques in my mind. Why I always be the last person for ppl around me to talk to when they have things to talk to or share? I don't know whether it's because I'm too sensitive or what..(sigh)At first I keep questioning myself is it because of me or did I do sth wrong or maybe I can't keep any secrets?(doubt)

It's really annoying when you find out people around you keep whispering things or saying things in a way WE DONT WANT YOU TO KNW WHAT WE TALKING ABOUT.. Everytime I feel like why I have no idea what you guys talking about? A friend of mine once told me that we categorized our friends. There are certain things that we share with this particular friend and we share sth else with another friend. But I just...... Argggg... Miserable

It takes time i know.. Though I'm on my way to get used to all these things. Have to admit that I'm not good at all these.. Oh!!

holidays

2009-09-20T03:38:00.000-07:00

20-9-09 ( Sunday )

Holidays that whole matrix students have long anticipating finally here. Lol..
Actually I came home on Thursday night but(ahem ahem...) I very busy ma. Lol

Plan to do few things during this short holidays le..
But dont know if I can do so.

List to do
-homework
-revisions
-movies
-shopping

Have been enjoying and did nothing for the past 3 days actually. Lol
But what's life for? Enjoy la. Must learn from CH le. Haha

Wanna continue watching tv d. Bye......

Joke of the day

2009-09-14T00:11:00.000-07:00

有個男人已經超厭煩他每天都要去公司上班，但他老婆卻可以成天待在家裡

於是，他向上帝禱告說:「親愛的主，我每天上班投入八個鐘頭的時間，

但我的老婆只待在家裡，閒閒沒事做，我希望讓她知道我過的是怎麼樣的日子，

所以請讓我們的身體交換! 」上帝以祂無比的智慧，成就了這個男人的願望，

隔天，這男人一起床就成了個女人.
他一起床，就開始為他的伴侶作早點，再三去叫醒那些賴床的孩子們，

在回家路上，還要去洗衣店收送衣服，還要到銀行存錢，到菜市場買菜，

然後回家把菜放一邊，還要仔細記帳.記完帳之後，他清了貓的砂盒，後來還替狗洗澡...

然後時間已經下午一點鐘了，他趕快把棉被折好，洗衣服，擦地板…餵完貓狗，

他衝到學校去接小孩，然後還得和那些越來越沒大沒小的孩子們一路上大小聲，

回家之後，他幫孩子準備點心和牛奶，讓孩子乖乖地寫功課，然後他把燙馬擺好，

一邊燙衣服一邊看肥皂劇重播，下午四點半，他開始削馬鈴薯，洗菜作沙拉烤肉餅，

為晚餐做準備.晚餐後，那個死不要臉的老婆，剛下班一吃完飯，然坐在客廳看起足球賽來!

他則忙著整理廚房洗碗，把收好的衣服摺好，哄小孩睡覺，

晚上九點，他已經累壞了,但是又擔心白天的雜務還很多沒作完.................

不管了，他終於衝上床想休息了，但是這時那個閒得發慌的老婆,

竟然還興致勃勃提議要「嘿咻嘿咻」，他心不甘情不願，但還是努力裝得很愉快，

設法不要抱怨，隔天他一起床, 立刻靠著床邊跪下來，

流淚跟上帝說:「主啊! 我不知道我之前在想什麼，現在我知道我實在錯得離譜，

竟錯到去妒嫉我老婆整天在家！求求您，讓我們換回來吧! 」

主以祂無比的智慧，回答他: 「孩子，我很高興知道你已學到了智慧，

而且，我也很願意把你們兩人換回來，

但....你還要等二百七十九天，

因為...

「昨天晚上, 你懷孕了!」

Sabah

2009-07-31T21:59:00.000-07:00

1-8-2009 ( Saturday )

Yeah! Back home! Fun trip I would say. At least my dream come true. Went to Sipadan Island. Haha.. Staying at Mabul Island because Sipadan is now national park then no chalet is allowed there. But sad to say I went there for 2D 1N only. Now is super peak season(not for tourists from our country but for tourists from overseas because they all are having summer break and winter break now)

So I actually went snorkeling at Kapalai Island (an island nearby). Not really that nice if compared to Redang. Because the corals are dying and fishes also not that much. But I saw turtles there!! 3 turtles! And surprisingly, I saw a turtle outside my room from the sundeck! It's like OMG! Cannot believe! There is no tv and air-cond. So it's pretty boring when it comes to night time because we don't have much things to do. But the scenery is nice.

Nice and memorable trip. Miss engwee n kayxin n mei ching so much when taking photos. Because they are better photographer. My cousin skill was hmmm.... Is a place worth going I think. But make sure you dont go on holidays because you might not be able to go Sipadan Island.

I kept eating seafood there. Almost every meals also prawns, fishes, sotong, lala, ketam... But I'm not really a fans of seafood la. But almost 5 meals a day there so ended up putting on weight when coming back home. SOB.. Tawau is just a small town. I mean not really that small but nothing much to visit lo. Anyway, it's a peaceful town and a place where the sun wake up so damn early.. SO I actually woke up at 6 every morning.

Nothing much to buy there and my aunty there really taking good care of us. Oh ya. Houses there are big and nice. SO many bungalows beside the road. WOw, I saw a house there is just like Zakaria's palace. Damn nice! My aunty told me that's a DATO house le. Nice trip.

Sob.. Have to finish up homework and assignments now. Long way to go. Going back to school tomorrow. Ending of holiday = Beginning of suffering

tell me what to do

2009-07-21T03:33:00.000-07:00

21-7-09 ( Tuesday)

Holidays huh?

Tell me what to do!! Hate my holidays..(why?)

Ans : Because others having class. No one to hang out with. ( LOL )

My dear buddies are all preparing for upcoming exam. So no one actually have time to bother me. Sobx5

Anyway, waiting for saturday! (finger crossed)

Piles of homeworks and assignments! Killing them one by one!

Good luck my friends!

2009-07-19T03:59:00.000-07:00

hey guys!!

Just to inform you guys that my digi number will be dead after September. So you guys can msg or call this number

012-7896733
017-2199289

~Keep in touch~

movie!

2009-07-19T03:53:00.000-07:00

19-7-09 ( Sunday)

Went for movie today with kx,hy n my bro. Harry Potter and the Half Blood Prince

First of all, i think i owe MC an apology.lol. Paiseh la... Try to make it another time la ya!

Anyway, I love HP 6.. Ron damn funny. Hermoine damn charming. Harry still the same. But 3 of them are really good actors and actress. Few scenes really full with romance and different with the previous hp.

I think HP fans will love this movie. Enjoy guys!

holidays!

2009-07-17T06:36:00.000-07:00

17-7-2009 ( Friday)

Yo...it's holidays man!! But few assignments to do!

Friends, meet up??

Harry Potter and the Half Blood Prince??

Anyway, anyone wanna update me something about themselves??

~depressed~
[i miss you]

new experience

2009-07-10T17:03:00.000-07:00

Yo...Went for blood donation yesterday..Not that pain actually.but I was wondering how will Tsien Lee react if she's the one who donates blood lo.. Let's me brief the process here. First, they have to determine your blood test first.So it's basically like the experiment we did in Biology class last time, only difference is that this time the blood coming out from my finger tip is so much more than last time.
After blah blah blah procedure then finally : '' ADIK, MARI BARING ATAS SINI!'' Heart beat increased!! Ok..So here's the story begins..
First the nurse tried my left hand..Piak piak piak.. : '' Aiya, vein you ni dalam sangat la! Tak apa lah. I try dulu la '' ..... : '' Eh...kenapa letak plaster sudah tak ada darah keluar? '' Hell, how I know? lol -_-lll
''Adik, boleh tak try tangan kanan? '' then the other 3 chinese guys beside giving me dont know what kind of expression. Especially that 'botak' straight away say :''aiyo, say no la..why you want to try twice?'' Never mind lo..Just that until now my right hand still a bit pain lo.. But nice experience. At least I did a good deed.