confused

9-12-2009 (Wednesday)

I feel like crying.but no tears coming out.
I feel scared.but i don't know what exactly scaring me.
I don't know what to do.
I wish there is someone for me to talk to.but there is no one.
I know I have to face this alone.
I hope this will be only a short period.let's call it a getting-used-to-it period.
Going home this weekend but mother going for a trip on Saturday.not much time to talk to me.
I still have to apply for uni thingy this weekend.
I just need something to distract me right now..


oh.... Please teach me what should I do..