hello

17/4/2011

Well my last post was like thousand years ago. grrr.. study week again. and exam is right around the corner with me, unprepared at ALL. anyway, kx is coming back next week! hahaha..

nothing much. life is busy. and busy is good i guess. there are just too many things that i wanted to do. hopefully i can do what i wanted to do before everyone leaves again. T_T

酒醉也有三分醒

曾经
心动的感觉
早已荡然无存
一直

一直
在寻找那久违的感觉
寻寻觅觅

直到最近
那感觉又回来了
可是却是不一样的心动
两者之间的差别
我想我很清楚

我更为喜欢现有的感觉
因为它完完全全在我的掌控之中

终于
我可以成为情绪的主人了！

confuse

Confusion is striking me. AGAIN!

I'm lost. I don't know what to do. ASCI tele-marketing, LawNite follow-up call, contract test next week. Everyone putting pressure on you. At the same time, you are pushing yourself to some extent as well.

Tell me how's campus life is like?

They said : You gonna enjoy throughout your 4 years! You will be enjoying all those activities FOR SURE! You blah blah blah blah....

I see no end of this hectic life. And the frustrating childish manner from a guy who was once a close friend to many of us..

I see no way to spit it out. Especially when everyone is in any corner but Malaysia.


*Sigh*

.....

who can i talk to? i have lots of friends. but to who i can share this to? i have no idea..

AT ALL..

i dont like the feeling. to like and hate a same person at the same time.

ISSHH!

ASSIGNMENTS & PRESENTATIONS ARE DRIVING ME CRAZYYY!!!

gathering

21-8-2010

We had our so called '5S1 gathering' but only 10 of them turned up at last. ><
Luckily we managed to enjoy ourselves during the gathering. I was really glad to have KG n JS joined us after that. And thanks Shin Yi for making an effort to come although she had to leave earlier! ♥ ♥

Met Pearly. SkinnY! BUT she changed. Everyone did. In a good way though.

Everyone was chatting after that.

Sometimes, there are things that I don't want to share it. I wouldn't feel like commenting as well. I think this might explain why I wasn't actively participating in the chatting session. We observe and we think. But it isn't neccessary for me to comment. I will speak when I think there's a need to. And.. Yeah. The topics weren't suit me.

PEOPLE

14-8-2010
I had my first donation drive in my life. And this donation drive had given me a new perception of life and most importantly HUMAN!

We, 5 of us went to pasar pagi Serdang. A kinda busy one indeed. I was pretty confident at first when I saw the flow there. I thought it shouldn't be big problem for me to get donation of RM 180. For I believed that Chinese will definitely help us to raise the fund.

Sadly, it wasn't the case. THEY, treated us like we dont deserve any RESPECT. We are not salesperson. We asking for donation to run our project. We didnt ask you to donate us like RM100 or whatsoever. DONATION means donate how much you want. We didnt force you. It's on your freewill. Tear your mask down people!

I learnt to judge those in the pasar. Save your saliva if you are thinking to approach those aunties with nice curly hair(some weren't nice at all) and in nice clothes. Simply because that's the way they disguise themselves. They are the bunch that wont stop and listen to you. In fact, some will just stare at you and walked away after that. There were also excuses like : I'm in a hurry where you can still see her walking passed you in another 15 min.

I dont see the reason why they can't just stop and listen to us. We were wearing our project t-shirt, with our student card and everything.

HOWEVER, at the end of the donation drive, I met nice people as well. There are some that gave me encouragement like : Jia you, get more donation from others. There's a guy who said that he didn't have small change. BUT he still donated RM 10 for me. Simply because he thinks that he, as a Chinese should support our project because it's one of the ways for the culture to live.

So, if you still think that Chinese will help each other. Please, it's time for you to change your mind. The world is different. Somehow, I learnt something new. I think that's the most important of all.